Why

I choosed to leave her behind but she was always beside me, above me, on me, and now I'm sometimes so light, without her weight that I still cannot feel balance, like a drifting bag flying in the air. Just floating. I left her. I abandoned the ship. But much like a ghost ship, it still haunts back. I now what I left, I know what I am without. But that is the good and the bad, and the bad hurt so much I just couldn't do it anymore. Remember when u hurt urself? That's what it was starting to be like, a fix for a fix. I needed to rehab. And so I try to walk away, trying not to look back as past is a good place to visit but not a good place to live in.

And I wish I could tell you so much, and yet, I would expect you to burn it. u_u.

Sabishigaru.