i hate

P O S E R S

I'm happy.

YAY

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa) Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried. I tried to read between the lines, I tried to look in your eyes, I want a simple explanation for what I'm feeling inside, I gotta find a way out. Maybe there's a way out .
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer. Do you know you're unlike any other? You'll always be my thunder, and I said: Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors, I don't wanna ever love another. You'll always be my thunder so bring on the rain and bring on the thunder .
Today is a winding road, Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa). Today I'm on my own, I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone, I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know). And now I'm itching for the tall grass, and longing for the breeze, I need to step outside, Just to see if I can breathe, I gotta find a way out. Maybe theres a way out.
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer. Do you know you're unlike any other? You'll always be my thunder, and I said: Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors, I don't wanna ever love another. You'll always be my thunder so bring on the rain.
Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope, I'm wrapped up in vines, I think we'll make it out, but you just gotta give me time, Strike me down with lightning, Let me feel you in my veins, I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain.
Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go Whoa.
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer. Do you know you're unlike any other? You'll always be my thunder, and I said: Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors, I don't wanna ever love another. You'll always be my thunder.
And I said: Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer. Do you know you're unlike any other? You'll always be my thunder so bring on the rain, Oh baby bring on the pain and listen to the thunder.

Damian Pablo Copello

you'll always be my bloody thunder♥

Why

I choosed to leave her behind but she was always beside me, above me, on me, and now I'm sometimes so light, without her weight that I still cannot feel balance, like a drifting bag flying in the air. Just floating. I left her. I abandoned the ship. But much like a ghost ship, it still haunts back. I now what I left, I know what I am without. But that is the good and the bad, and the bad hurt so much I just couldn't do it anymore. Remember when u hurt urself? That's what it was starting to be like, a fix for a fix. I needed to rehab. And so I try to walk away, trying not to look back as past is a good place to visit but not a good place to live in.

And I wish I could tell you so much, and yet, I would expect you to burn it. u_u.

Sabishigaru.

I'm really tired so I'm about to go to bed but I needed to come here and shout as loud as I can in written because I think it might happened I don't know. I'm so scared that I try to tell myself out of it all the time, but let's be honest: my heart is definitely skipping a bit and we know who's fault it is.

Nite nite.

Roma

FAT WORTH NOTHING

When I was young my parents laughed at me cos' I was too skinny they call me names and they found it funny, I cried everytime and got mad but they thought it was cute. Nobody tells you that they are playing games, they laugh but u don't see the semantics in it. So I started eating more, more than necessary and at the same time my alergies came along and I was given stupid drugs that kept me from losing my breath till actually killing me. It was necessary, I get it. But I hate myself so much. I'm now over 25kg over my weight and I hate everything about me. I'm a fashion freak and it's so hard not to fit, not to be able to wear sth u love. I wonder how we got to this. I remember losing weight before but I'm not getting any younger and it gets harder. My parents don't really support me. They don't even know how fucked up I am. I'll do anything to lose weight. And I mean anything. Now mom is home all the time and I cannot really skip meals or play full w/pills or sleep my hanger away. But I know I'll do it. And gosh I don't know why I'm typing this in here, guess I need a sort of... I told u so statement, in case I ever slipped and nobody understands whot happened. So, this is whot happened: I hate myself. I've hate myself for ever. Because ppl laughed at me, that boy and that girl, because of the pointing because of the making me believe that as I was a brunnette I was never gonna be enough. Well, this is what happens when you bully someone. I've been broken for so long I really have little hopes of overcoming anything at the fuck all. I only have now moments of enlightment when I realize that I'm stupid for thinking this, but can't help it.

Sorry.