surrender

I need to feel loved...

I close my eyes and I imagine, I fantasize about you being here,

I know I'm sick, I know is a lie, I know it is like

a virus

eating me slowly,

I try but it doesn't work...

I'm sick

SICK AND TIRED

I cut and I bleed and I think it will be over,

but it never gets there...

I'm always overwhelm,

always stuck there...

I need help.